Take heart, Terrie. Things aren't always going to be tough. I am struggling with the same things too. You will find the perfect "spot" and then you will think that life can't get any better. If you're nervous about going to the endo tomorrow, just think of me .... that's exactly where I will be going tomorrow morning. Just picture him/her in his/her underwear and that should make them less intimidating!!!! Smile. Dr. visits rarely kill!
Lois La Rose