the fear is still lingering in the back of my head but hope is still in the air after getting my blood drawn this last wednesday to check my good cholesterol. i know that i wasn't the best at sticking with my workout schedule for the 5 weeks that i had but i think that the days that i did work out i busted my ass to the point where everything hurt.
every time i hit the treadmill and i would think to myself "maybe i should stop" i would always think about adding another pill to my daily routine, not to mention the side effects that would come along with it. so that's why i came to the conclusion that if for some reason my good cholesterol is not at 39 or 40 and the doctor does try to add another pill, i'm not taking it.
i'm a strong believe that there are always different solutions to problems in life and that a lot of medical doctors like tossing new medication to patients because they get a little cash back from the people that produce them. i don't know if my doctor is one of them but you never know. hopefully it wont have to come down to it because my levels will be at 39 or 40.