Dear everyone, and I put to everyone because I think everyone has felt like this!
I try not to be self centres about my diabetes: there are worse things to have right? But recently my weight has really been getting me down. Sounds like such a simple thing right? Just get some exercise and eat better I head you cry!
Juggling university, working 2-3 days a week, flat upkeep and looking after (not all the time i mean) a bipolar boyfriend (he's not sick just now but his mood and motivation does fluctuate.) I feel like I have no every whatsoever, to take care of myself or my diabetes. And so I comfort eat, and to deal with that, my weight has soared. I feel awful. I have NO sex drive, so my bf continues to be patient, but for how long?!
And I just feel like diabetes complicates life so much- I can't lose the weight I so desperately want to, that diabetes has made me put on so fast. If I try and eat less, I go hypo. AHHH!
Anyone else just feel drained and like giving up?!