I got up one morning, realizing that I couldn't stay on path, too many problems; medical that were fast approaching and I knew it, and really got tired of visiting infectious disease clinics for bottles of anti obits, ER's in the wee hours of the morning or the ongoing life issues due to my lifestyle, etc.
Best advice, pick your battles, one thing at a time, it's gets easier! We all have our bad days and good ones!
Trust me humour works! I had a nurse begging me not to pass out at the triage desk - kidney stones, turning brilliant colours, green, gray, and red as I was weaving back and forth as waves of pain rolled through me as I bit my lip trying not to laugh, physce ward lock up door was right behind me. I figured if I started to laugh, I wouldn't stop... This poor nurse getting frantic, yelling on the phone, "I don't care, throw someone out of the ER NOW! I need that bed now!" As she dragged, led me as I bounced off the walls in the ER with her!
Think humour! one thing at a time! So smile! Psst... If that don't bring a smile to you, try waking up with a black bear snoring in your tent - it was raining out!