Yes, I do see. Kudos for what you do; there aren’t enough good people doing it.
In the meantime, you might be diverted by a conversation I recently had with my cousin. She lives in the UK (married a Brit after college and has lived there ever since; they’re both retired solicitors now). Somewhere in Oxfordshire; I can never remember the name of the village, sorry.
Anyway, we recently had a conversation (by email) about health issues. She mentioned that she has a form of leukemia that flares up for a while, then goes dormant only to flare up again in 6 months or 2 years. She ended with the comment, “The goal is to die of something else.” To which I responded, " ‘Yes’, he said, looking at his shelf of syringes.’ "