so i've been t1 diabetic since a year and it was going all fine, i even reached A1c of 6.3, until 5 months later i started gaining weight, like 3-4 kgs, i tried to lose them but it was REALLY hard and when i asked a nurse she said it is gonna be hard because i'm on insulin. the thing is that if i cut foods i get hypoglycemic & if i try lessening my insulin doses i get hyperglycemic. i really dont know wat to do !. plus, i'm getting sick of all of it, the counting the logging the testing the medication the dr visits the blood tests, it's all so freakin consuming, i'm not getting much of family support and it's going way out control like i'm now used to get morning readings of 240s ! i eat sugar and chocolate i dont count carbs i dont take my insulin when i'm having meal out wth friends. i alos have anemia and my last A1c 3 moths ago was 9.8. it's just freakin me out and i dont know wat to do. i'm afraid about my health & body and i want to get back to the way it used to be at the begining. i dont know how to do that.