I have type 1 diabetes. When i found out about 3 years ago, everything was fine. Now after 3 years i was depressed, everything got worse, my blood sugar was constantly high. Once i have pulled myself out of depression somehow, i keep getting upset from time to time... mostly when i get low sugar.. i know i just have to learn to live with diabetes and face all the emotions it brings. But how do you do that ??
Please provide some advice if you can
I figure insulin is a pretty "hard" drug that can mess you up. For a few years, I'd think "hmmm, I'm getting really depressed...I must be hypo" and not think of it as much as me "being" depressed as a "wave of depression caused by drugs". It may have been some of my motivation to work harder to get flatter BG results?
hmmm i just need some advice of how to learn to live with it.. people dnt really understand what it does, what it makes you feel,, i dont know anyone in my borrow that has diabetes and its hard to explain to pople how i feel
I agree and, since I've started hanging out here, I haven't really felt too odd about not bothering talking to "straight" people about it. If something comes up, I can usually find a thread here or whatever? I don't look at it as "the diabetes" making me feel down though, it's a symptom of blood sugar being off that I'll feel low/hypo/bummed or hyper/ slushy. If I can avoid highs and lows, I can make myself feel much better, which is something to feel good about, I think?
As much as I hang around Tu (computer in kitchen...), I think that a big thing for me has been to find other interests, whether it was partying and rock music (80s/90s-200uh2 or so?) back in the daze or martial arts (2004-5-2009) and now running/ lifting. All of that stuff required a certain amount of management to participate (I only tried to tune a guitar once while I was hypo and it was a complete mess, w/ echoey 'beat tones' all over the place so I drank some chocolate syrup and got through it...) that helped me sort of play down diabetes. The whole exercising thing sort of requires that I get stuff pretty much in order a couple of hours prior to the activity and then keep an eye on it. And, other benefit have been paying more attention to eating better because, well, running at 44, I sort of have to "fuel" properly and feel much better, in terms of muscly soreness, if I've been eating spinach, broccoli chia seeds, etc.?
Admittedly, my BG still sucked this AM and now I'm rattling around in a "nosedive" but it's all part of the plan...heh heh heh...
Yes, it does have it's ups and downs but I've found that learning as much as I can about diabetes and the type that I have has helped me. I am new to Tudiabetes but if you look around there is a wealth of information here!!
im new on here too.. i thought if i sign onto something i migh find people that understand me but i just dont get it... i used to be smiley all happy girl , now it just changed, maybe because i understand diabetes more.. ah i just dnt know
Hi nat, i am not a diabetic but my son is and he struggles as you do, but i would agree with the last poster that knowledge is power, and handling one day, one decision at a time is best, as well as focusing in on other positive aspects of your life. if you are looking for some serious inspriation check out one happy diabetic here and his video on how being a diabetic made him a better person, a very inspirational young man. best of luck, you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. you are so much more than your diabetes! amy
well i have been happy in my life,,, its just recently it all hit me... cant realy talk to people about this as i feel like cryin all the time... sometimes i just think when i get low sugar.. why dnt i just leave it all knowing the consequences as being unconscious if low sugar not treated.... i know soo much about diabetes... i just cnt help myself with learning how to deal those strong emotions that it constantly brings... Maybe i just cnt accept the fact i have it
I think we would all like to learn how to live with D. I am a T-1 for the past 13 years. I guess I am lucky b/c I was Dx at age 55. I still get depressed at my ups and downs. You just have to take it a day at a time, and be glad you have a condition you can control somewhat. I have other medical problems that I cannot control and would trade having them for D. Being able to rant on TuD does help. We do understand what you are feeling. Take care. Cat =^..^=
Good Advice there Cat. Nat we all have a severe learning curve but please just let the D know who's boss. Hard but sometimes u just have to do it. I've been a Type 1 for 38 years now, (diagnosed at 10) and it's just became a part of my life. I honestly can't give out much advice to u but belive in urself! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!
I agree with the posters here. The better you can control you BGs and keep them stable the less stess you will put on your body. I think with all the counting, testing and taking of insulin a person is bound to feel at times like they are being controlled by it, especially since it can sometimed be so unpredictable. It takes a lot of juggling with time, doses and planning for activities and exercise, eating right and at the right time and planning everything in advance and making sure you have all your "stuff with you." There are times when I try really hard and still feel like I can't get my diabetes to fall into place.
Having work, othe commitments and people who irritate you or don't understand what you are going through is irksome, but I just figure that it is mine to deal with and for most people it is not on their radar screen. They just have no reason to concern themselves about diabetes because they don't have to deal with it and probably know nothing about it. I find that doctors are the same, they get the basic mechanics but the really don't pay attention to the stress factor and sometimes I feel like I am being contolled and told to do things I don't agree with.
Many people without diabetes have problems with feeling out of sorts, depressed and moody, so with the additon of diabetes and all it entails I think we are bound to get down every now and then.
I hope you feel better soon and give yourself lots of cedit for your efforts.
I think it is a great idea to focus on doing things that make you feel better, like hobbies, exercising, getting outside and doing things that you enjoy, trying to relax and enjoy life and try to focus on the good things that are going on for you.
Sometimes I do feel moody, depressed and out of sync, but maintaning a positve attitudeand trying to get the best you can out of every day is important. Don't let diabets be the only thing you focus on, soemtimes we blame diabetes and let it stop us form seeing all the good things available in life that we have to foucs on. I usually get down when my BGs are high or low and i do my best to keep things in order. Like AR said insulin is a hard dug and can have a lot of effect on how you feel and funtion. Knwlege and being persistent will pay off.I try really hard to do my best with it but sometimes things happen and eveything seems difficut Tht is whe i take a walk or do somethign to get my mindo off of it while still trying to stay in control. it is a blancing act and alays will take time and attention.
Hi, Nat. I, like cat was diagnosed later in life which I do think makes it easier in some ways.
My thoughts: First of all, don't beat up on yourself because you used to be cheery and happy and now feel sad at times. It's an understandable sadness. We all mourn in our own ways and on our own timetables (yours is coming 3 years later!) And it is mourning: for the life you used to have before D. But that doesn't mean your new life will always be miserable! First of all you need to make sure your blood sugars are as close to normal as much of the time as you can. You say you were constantly high? Have you solved that problem? If you haven't, then do get "Using Insulin" by John Walsh and learn to tweak your doses for best management. Not only having less highs and lows will help your mood but so will feeling empowered to manage your own Type 1.
My other suggestions are to make sure you are doing the other things in your life that make you happy. Don't neglect them to focus on your D! When you were depressed you probably let go of doing the things you love so take them back! I find that if I don't do the things I love, then my life is all about D and that's a pretty boring life!
You are talking to us which is great but it isn't enough. See if you can find a Type 1 Support group in your area, and if not start one! (That's what I did!) It really helps to talk in real life to others who truly understand.
Lastly, you said you pulled yourself out of your depression, which is great, but it's sometimes hard on your own. If you find yourself drifting back into those feelings don't hesitate to see a therapist.
Glad you're here
Hi Nat, I was diagnosed when I was 27 and I went through a phase where I was angry because I felt like others my age were out there living life without having to deal with diabetes. Then I woke up and realized that if I took good care of myself I could still enjoy all the things I enjoyed before I was diagnosed.
So I would suggest trying to remember all the things that you used to love to do the most before your diagnosis - dancing, singing, traveling. Find your passion and focus on the things you love to do.... at the same time taking care of yourself so you can enjoy those things.
We're here for you, nat. :)