Hey all, I was diagnosed with type one diabetes almost exactly four years ago. I thought I'd have it under control by now, but I'm far from it. My a1c is well over 14 and I'm always forgetting to check my blood and take insulin. I haven't been as responsible with my actions as I should. And I just don't know what to do, I've given up and I feel the disease has won. I am in desperate need of advice and any would help. This is me actually admitting I need my TuD family's help..