Well it’s been a while since I’ve dated or have like an actual relationship. And now all of a sudden I’m scare I’m gone get rejected because of Diabetes. It’s pretty hard for me to open up and trust people so I don’t even know when to bring the diabetes “thing” up. I’m scare guys in general are gone think that I’m a burden or have those common myths about diabetes like that I got it because I was not healthy or had too much sugar. When I go out on a date from time to time I unplug my pump so it’s not visible since around where I live no one since to knows what an insulin pump is and everyone asks me what it is. I really want to meet people and have a social life but I think my fears are stronger than what I want. It’s pretty scary. I really don’t know how to get over it and how to act to this.