OK, as stated above, this is a rather odd question, but after searching the web, I thought maybe someone hear could understand.
I was recently diagnosed with diabetes. It wasn't a dramatic, scary scenario in which I felt really sick or had lots of symptoms. In retrospect, I was just really craving water. Just water. Which for me and my addiction to caffeine was a little odd. Anyway, I had a routine physical, where I happened to mention this and she checked my BG in office and it was 445. She sent me to the ER and there it was 540. Other lab test came back with something about ketones and my blood ph.? So they treated me, put me on shots with little info and referred me to an endo, which I will see in about a month.
Since then, I've been a little hazy, and have become very skeptical. I started having lows, so I've stopped giving my insulin like I was told to. I'm also constantly eating loads of sugar and carbs, like I'm testing myself, just to make sure it's true. Usually, my BG will go up to about 250-270, but it always comes back down. I tell myself that it only went up because I carb loaded. Any normal meal wouldn't do that, and anyone's bg would do that with 12 rolls of smarties. My fasting number is only 108, and I can't make myself take the insulin, if I'm not convinced I need it.
So, now my question. Has anyone else felt this way? Could they be all wrong?
It's driving me crazy that I have to wait so long to get some real answers.
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