I am watching the Oprah show on diabetes and am scared for the first time in my life about this illness. I have always tried to be realistic with myself about it, but I have been lying to myself...covering my bad behavior with insulin and making excuses for my weight. I am sad because sometimes I feel like the diabetes is winning, but that is because I let it win. I fall into its trap. I don't feel sick, so what is the problem...carpal tunnel, neuropathy, excess weight, foot problems, infections...
I nned to do something...I need some help...I don't want to die early like my mother who was only 48 and lost her battle with weight when she had complications from gastric bypass...she died a horrible death...I want to be here longer than she was...for my nieces, my husband, even my dogs...where do I find the strength to do it, though? How do I do it?
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