So i'm originally from Washington State and i live in Southern California now.....So yeah i had just found out Sunday afternoon that a friend of mine died Friday and then i just got a call about 30 mins ago from my sister in law saying my Nephew is in ICU and just got diagnosed with Diabetes. I feel like Crap because there is no way i can afford to fly there. Here is a Crazy fact I am super Close with my Niece and Nephew (they are my babies i have taken care of them since they were born) My nephew just turned 10 in August. I Myself was diagnosed in December of the year i turned ten......i'm really not sure how to deal with this and with the fact that i can't be there. i'm sooo worried and he doesn't feel up to talking to me on the phone yet (which i compleatly understand). i'm having an emotional breakdown and a completely ***** week.