I am working so hard with myself to get my ducks in a row again. Daily exercise, more greens on my plate than yellow, healthier eating habits, taking my meds as prescribed, and using my meter, not letting it take up space in my purse.
Of all those things, the hardest (which should be the easiest) is the eating part. I hate to cook. I hate to cook the same things over and over and over again. So I have grown to skip meals, eat out, or just eat whatever comes to mind. I can do all the others. Taking my meds, is a breeze, they are measured out for me once a week, and I take them like clockwork. The meds are on the counter next to my meter, so it is used before I take my meds, granted I could do it more than 4 times a day, but that's overkill right now. I love to swim, so it kills me not to get there...besides I paid for that, and I am going to use it. But the food part is what is bringing me to my diabetic knees.
I'll get it, I know I will....just needed to admit it.
So what's the hardest part for you? Share it, get if off your chest, quit feeling guilty for it. and maybe we can help each other make some changes.