I can get really crazy with all this diabetes stuff. Testing, taking pills, taking shots, counting carbs, drs. visits! But, I want to live and keep all my parts. I have been in a mighty struggle to get my diabetes under control in the last 5 months. I have also been trying to lose weight for about the last 5 yrs . . . have gone from 325 to 190. But now, my focus is good control of my T2, exercise, diet . . . and, happiness! Walking in this beautiful city, doing Tai Chi, playing bluegrass mandolin. I have 50 more pounds to lose (yikes!), but have to keep my mind on staying in the game and being healthy!