I am slowly but surely becoming a unmotivated, uncaring, impatient, fed-up, ANGRY, and mostly LAZY diabtic. I don't know why. I brush of checking my sugar before a meal like it's nothing, I'll usually end up checking it only twice or so a day instead of the 4+ times I'm supposed to. UGH. I've only been doing this for a little shy of six months, and already I'm developing this mindset. It's hor…