i am having one of those i hate diabetes day!!! i have been crying on and off and am getting really mad at my blood sugars from always being high. I do the best i can to count carbs but its so annoing to bring out my little book to look up everything excat!!! ughhhhhhh! i hate this! my mom and i keep fighting and i just want it to go away. I am so tired of thinking about bg when i go to bed in th…