Hi, So i have been diagnosed diabetic for about 5 years now. when i was first diagnosed i took it seriously.. for about a month.. i seem to go through phases.. i'll get gung ho and get serious about taking my meds and testing myself for a month or two. then i get wrapped up in "life" and just let it go.. i need help.. i want to get this under control. all the doctors i have been to tell me the sa…