Okaym, sat at school finsihs my exams yesterday, so at the weekend i really needed to concentrate, so i injected, ew i felt revolting, like i could feel the weight come back on, feel the size of my wrists increasing, my watch didnt slide down my wrist like it used to. All i can think is in 8 months i will be in Newcastle at uni, i wont have to inject i can go for runs and do as much exercise whenever i want. I cant wait for the time to pass, it feels like its going to slow, and i know that im… Continue

Okay so been a lomg while since ive blogged but todays a big day so i thought i sorta need to do it. By writing this im not pro ed, but i have one, yes some people may think i can do somethign about it, but its not as simple as that when your national health service doesnt yet see it as an illness. I dont write this for anyone else, i write it because i can be completely hoenst about my feelings and thought and to show other people they're not alone and i know what it feels like. Right sorry…

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So after a recent rude comment off a woman who would like my blogs deleted because thery are apparentl,y pro ana and this community could really do better i would just like to say the following:

1. I have never said anything to encourage other diabetics into this ED i have simply written down my thoughts and feelings because I cant do it anywhere else

2. If people do not like what they read then as the old saying goes 'If you dont have anything nice to say…

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I haven't written on here for a while so i thought i should update the site on whats going on. Well i went to the hospital for a check up and my hBA1c was 9.6 (i think) from when it had been 12.6, obviously i was not happy that it was that, so that was that because my mum trusts me more now, i can say that i have injected when i havent, use something (obviously not going to say how) to fake blood sugar levels, so i now fully havent done any injections now for the third day which is awesome,… Continue

My boyfriend has organised us to go away for one night in a couple of weeks hes not telling me where were going though ( im guessing london but who knows ) my mom is out right refusing to let me go because apparently we're too young, ive tried to explain it to her but nothing will make her let me go, i spoke to the school nurse today and she suggested seeing my psycologist Dot as mayvbe talkign top her and my mom will make my mom see that i need a bit of freedom to be trusted because i dont…

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