Some times, all you can do is close your eyes and reach down deep to that special place where cherished memories live. Hold on to it until the storm passes. Cling to it like a lover. If you are lucky, you have more than one of them.
The wind and the waves will try to pull it out of your hands and make you drift alone without any hope. If that happens, you will be condemned to despair in total darkness without a reference point to help you find your way back. You might be lost.
Well hello there. Surprised to see me? I doubt you've missed me. You thought I had gone away didn't you? Are you that stupid?
Look at how powerful you are. Feel those tears? I made you do that. Look at your hands shaking - that is my handy work as well. I'm the reason you can't sleep at night. You can't even stop me with all those pills you take to try to control me. You are so feeble it sickens me.
Maybe if you pray to that God of yours more I'll go away. Its a joke you still…Continue
How do you let go of some thing that feels like it has a hold of you?
Pay no attention to the sweat flowing down my forehead and dripping off of my chin. Really, I'm fine. My blood sugar must be low, I just need to eat.
I really do not want out of my skin more than I want my next breath. Really, I'm fine. My blood sugar must be low, I just need to eat.
My hands always shake like this, just like how most people bounce one of their legs. Really, I'm fine. My blood sugar…Continue
The scars on my wrists were a cry for help
The war in my mind shows I've seen too much
My struggle to live is a testament of my reality
Don't look at me with contempt in your eyes
Admit you can't imagine whats its like
Embrace the fact you'll never understand
Share your faked smiles with those who don't know better
Give me credit and do not patronize me
Save yourself before you try to save me
How uncomfortable are you when I am around?