Waseem (S!M)'s Page

well i dont know where to start but ill just type wat ever comes,i was leaving my home country (pakistan) to get to (KSA) to join my dad.first day was so different but after that it all routine and everything started to get so ......i dont know wat to say but it was too different,i wasnt getting a good sleep,i was working like a robot,in the office everything was ok but after the office it was too quiet in the home cuz nobody was in the home except me n dad,1 day i was drinking an apple juice and right after i finished it i went down,i was Unconscious and the nxt day it was EID.ive been peeing and drinking water and juices so many times a day like ..i dont know!!. some times my heart beats were so low that i felt it beating very slowly.was having a really hard time breathing and i was surprised when i was buying jeans for myself that i lost a huge amount of weight.but then after about 5 or 6 months i came back home and every1 was shocked after seeing me :) then after 4 or 5 days my mom forced me to goto the lab n get some blood tests,after giving the blood sample i went to home and the lab guy called me to come immediately and give another blood sample to re-check my blood glucose and the test came again the same 774mg,that guy was so worried after seeing the results he told me to IMMEDIATELY GOTO A DOCTOR CUZ UR DIABETIC,it was 1st february 2009,we rushed to a doctor and he gave me 30 units of regular which worked for that time,that was the most disturbing day of my life i didnt know wat to do,i was like a dead man,but then after few days later i learned that maybe this happend bcoz of a reason which i dont know right now,then i was thinkin that how can a stupid pancreas problem stop me from living a great life?!!! and that was it,i was laughing and still im feeling good and INSHALLAH i wont let this pancreas stop me from living a great life.
after wat happend to me i learned so many things in life,the important is that DONT WAIT FOR A BREAKTHROUGH IN YOUR LIFE TO UNDERSTAND THE WORLD YOUR LIVING.
for all : PRAY FOR ME N ILL PRAY FOR U ALL and KEEP SMILING!!