SInce the endo has chaged me from levemir to lanutus my body seems to have done a 180. I have gone from looking through vaseline eyes and major fatigue due to sugars in the 600's to this dropping off into the 40's at 12am, and 3am....alone. Very scary indeed....and what really pisses me off is that I am eating lucky charms and shit food to try and bring it back up so I don't pass out. The glucose tabs just don't cut it and persoanlly I think they taste like chalk. I am gaining weight which makes me furious.
There I am in the kitchen....my dog staring at me thinking to himself......"is she EVER going to sleep more than 3 hours at a time". My poor dog Cosmo. I feel like shit, can't even take off work because I am out of sick days and can't afford to take any time unpaid. Just venting here you know......not really complaining...but no one gets this like i know you all must......there has to be a common thread here.....you must know how it is to feel as bad as I do.
Will I ever have energy again? Will I ever be able to stay awake later than 9pm?