sooooo.....i think i'm starting to go nuts. the stress of doing so many things is wearing on me, and basically all i do is tend to my health, go to appointments, and clean the house. so many lows that make me feel awful, unexplained highs, and frustrations about my weight. my endo is considering putting me on symlin if it looks like all my exercise and nutritional choices aren't helping me lose anything. i feel like everything i'm trying to do is for nothing. my fiance and my mom are trying to keep my spirits up and encourage me. my fiance wishes he was able to better understand what i feel, but i appreciate everything he does to help me. it's just so hard to do everything i need to. i feel awful for no reason sometimes. i hate it. i just need a break and i know i can't get one. eighteen years is a long time to deal wth something that you really can't ignore ever. i'm not sure what symlin does yet. i'm going to research it and see if it might help.