Today I am deep-cleaning my studio, our studio… not my art studio, but the one with the computer and books.
I decided to go over my books and select the ones I don’t really use anymore… I have done this so many times in the past, usually I find an excuse to keep most of them.
The strangest thing happened today when I opened my architecture and Interior Design books… They mean so much to me… so many years, so much passion on those books. Yet, Today I finally felt it was time to get rid of them… I mean, I know I am not going to use them any time soon, I know I need space for new books, new projects… So brave enough I resolved to put them inside a box… baby steps for me… I think I will eventually distribute them with my architect friends… not yet, I am not ready :(
It has been a while now, since I decided to leave my career as an "Architectural Designer" behind. Those were years I really enjoyed, while it lasted it meant the world to me, it is not deferent from my my present jobs… I don’t regret anything, it is just hard to put all that in a box, away from my daily professional life.
I feel like I am breaking up with “someone” I still love, but it just have no space on my life right now, if that makes any sense.