Okay, so for any of you who don't know I am a Christian and proud to always speak on God's behalf. For a while, though, I haven't been fully commiting myself to Him and His works and have really felt left behind because of it. Well, on Sunday at church I decided to recommit my life to Christ. For that entire week I had been running really high even with the pump, but I could not for the life of me find anything wrong with my insulin, line, set, or pump! So, Monday night (last night) I really felt like I needed to truly put my faith in God. I did and He told me to basically prove it by removing my pump. My bg was at 222 and I took no insulin for it before or after removing my pump. I just trusted in God and went to sleep. Well, I woke up 4 hours later and checked my sugar, which should have gone up right? Nope! It went down to 143 which by the way means "I love you">>>you got chills didn't you? SO i knew I was in the right hands and that putting so much faith in a pump and some doctors was not the way to go. Well, when I woke up the next morning I was at 136 and all I kept hearing was the word "hope" running through my head over and over again! Okay, change some of 136 around. What did you get? 316? As in John 3:16 the verse of hope. Chills again? Needless to say I was psyched. I couldn't believe that I could be going down without insulin for 12 hours, but I was! And, actually, I could believe it I was just a little shocked. He is incredible let me tell you. So, for the exciting part...I decided to keep my pump off and wait for His sign. I prayed and let Him know that even though His will may only allow me to be free for one night, it would not change the impact it made on my life. Boy, one night was not what I got! I didn't have my pump connected for 21 hours today. No insulin, not even through breakfast! Sound crazy? Well, it shouldn't and now I see that. I had no reason to not believe that God couldn't work such incredible miracles. He is the great I AM! So, even though it only lasted a day and you may not believe this, I pray that you look into your heart and from there reach out to Him. He may not heal you or even give you a day off, but He will change your life in so many incredible ways. You just have to call out to Him.
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