My boyfriend of 7 months had a horrible time dealing with my multiple hospitalizations due to complications from diabetes and the day to day trials and tribulations of the day to day diabetes life. I know that it's difficult for people. I am very independent, not needy and never dramatic and he has a great admiration for what I deal with but just doesn't want to be around it all the time. It makes me sad and also makes me feel like I'm not ever going to meet Mr. Right. We have lots of fun on the day to day activities but I feel like that's all I'm good for. We belong too social group and do lots of fun things like horseback riding, we recently went to the zoo, we go to get togethers often and we are very active but anything deeper than that was just to much. Why am I not good enough for people to take the bad along with the good?