I've been doing exactly as told. I have been strict on my carb intake and dosing for it the was they tell me. I've been checking my sugars like I check my phone for messages and missed calls(its a lot)... I just can't wrap my brain around why my sugars are so high.
I went from 112 at lunch, eating 20g carbs, to 256 at dinner. I feel like such a failure. I don't understand. I'm being such an awful person to my boyfriend too. I feel horrible about that. =( He's been nothing but supportive about all of this, and I'm a jerk.