I had half a donut and a cookie today. I skipped my protein exchange for breakfast so my calories would not go overboard with the cookie I knew I was going to have. A co-worker brought in donuts and a chocolate donut just seemed to be just so tasty that my resolve broke and I cut one in half and ate half. I wonder if I have very much will power with sweets at all. I just have not been buying much at home so I will stay away from them. I have still been woring out regularly. I took a pic of myself a little over a month ago and have made progress between then and now. I just thought I would look a lot more athletic by now since it has been almost 3 months of working out consistently and eating right most of those days. Maybe it is due to the times I have to drink a glass of juice first in order to do my workout without getting a low sugar or maybe it is my week resolve when coworkers bring in stuff that will send my sugars sky high for the rest of the day. I have been good about not eating pizza when it has been around. I guess the trying to eat right is part wanting to take care of my diabetes and part wanting to look good in a swim suit which I have not felt confident in for several years and part not wanting my energy level to bomb out during the day as it does when I eat simple carbs but I feel disappointed currently. I am going to put on my workout clothes and do another tough workout anyway. At least I know I have made some progress. The scale seems to waiver back in forth between 118.6 and 113.6 almost depending on what time of the day I weigh myself. I weighed 117.6 when I started to workout out almost daily and really eat right again 77 days ago. Hope my sugar is where it should be to workout this afternoon. It is summer so I know I am not the only one with these feelings right now. It has been over 100 degrees where I live for the past 3 weeks or so.