I need some help.
I will have had type 1 for 10 years on December 6th. Being a teenager doesn't help with anything. Especially with diabetes. Lately I've been so resistant to doing anything, including checking my sugars or bolusing. I don't wanna be like this. It makes me feel so sick all the time. But I just refuse to do anything about it. I always say tomorrow will be the day I start doing better but tomorrow never comes. I can't keep doing it anymore. I've been giving up on myself for too long now. I wanna be better.. I just can't find a way to make it possible.. I need someone's help. Someone who understands... Someone. Anyone. Who's been through this. Please help me.. I'm begging. I can't keep this up or I'm going to die young. I don't want that to happen. I just wanna feel okay again.. So please.