So I have been a diabetic since October of 2011 and it is still so very hard. It feels that more times than not I am down and depressed over this disease. I have even been prone to panic and anxiety attacks a lot and I just feel at my wits end sometimes. I mean, it's not normal for someone to break down and cry while at work. The cost of insulin is stressful to say the least. I just feel that, even though I have support, I don't know anyone who really gets what I am going through. I have been told I have type 2, then type 1, then I have characteristics of both. I'm only 28 and just feel really down. Luckily I am seeing a new doctor in a week, so I am hoping it will bring positive results. Sorry for the mopey note. I just have to let things out sometimes and this seemed like the place to do it.