I don't know what I need right now...
I don't want to care.
I don't want to think about this anymore
I don't want to look in the mirror and be reminded of how I let T1D get to me
I don't want this
I just want to feel normal again
I know. I shouldn't feel sorry for myself and that I should be thankful. That bad days happen and I will get through this...
I AM thankful, I DON'T always sit around feeling sorry for myself and I have bad days sometimes and I know I have gotten through them...
But today is just one of those days... I just want to leave my body. Leave everyone behind and just..... breathe!