You weigh me down,making the knot tighter. No1 else can see it or feel it. I try to fight it but it gets tighter. I try to scream for help but nobody can hear me. I am pulling at it with all my strength but I can't get hold of it.
Who ordered it?Why me?when will it come off?
Somebody help me, I am not meant to be here! What have I done to deserve it. The knot is destroying the joy and happiness in my life.
A little bit of support but it has its own limits. The death sentence could come at anytime.
People around me are oblivious. Don't they care? Some say does it hurt? Others compare me to the ones before me and the rest just stare in shock or amazement,can't decided.
I can't breath,my body hurts from my head to my toes. I pray no-one else goes through it in the future.
I have it! Its not invincible, I deal with it 24.7. Wishing for someone to loosen this noose from my already damaged neck.
The executioner is neither a friend or foe,it goes by the name of type 1 diabetes.