its been awhile. and life just keeps knocking me!

alllright...so lemme give a rundown of my life as of late:

1) I turn 21 next week!
2) I still can't eat birthday cake : (
3) I moved and dont have an Endo team anymore and my numbers are Out Of Control! : ((
4) Im going to get an A1c tomorrow...its been a year. oops?
5) My health insurance ends on my birthday. fantastic
6) Since i last wrote on here, i got into a relationship, got out of said relationship, and decided my ex was a very large DB, and that i was being used/played. never thought I'd see the day. But alas, makes me a better person....right?
7) Spending my entire summer in florida (im going stircrazy)...apparently my town is devoid of under-50 life.
8) i CANNOT find a summer job for the life of me
9) im complaining alot...meh
10) I want to start drinking now that i will be legal (nothing crazy, just some here and there) but I dont know how to account for alcohol with my BG or bolusing or counting carbs. i drank a few times when i was on shots but that was SOOO long ago i dont even remember HOW i did it!


life is quite messy lately. i wish i had some organization.

in the mean time i just cleaned my room and organized everything. gotta control some things right?

anywhooo...in other news, I started to make my own hair falls...which is pretty cool. Made 2 new shirts and I started working on another altered book. go art! hah. im sucha dork.