I was diagnosed when I was 14...I am now 35...you would think I would have this under control by now...but I don't...and I wonder all the time why not...I know the dangers both long and short term...I've been in the hospital in intensive care on several occasions...I'm well aware of what I face as the years go by...so why in the world can I not get it together?
I was lucky enough to qualify for a program that enabled me to recieve a pump...at the time I was like "wow its about to get easier" and in many many ways it has...but in many other ways its gotten more difficult!
I think all the time "u have the tools to live a good life so why aren't you?" Is it just laziness? Do I not love myself enough to do the things that I need to do?
Since the 1st of the month I have had 10 low BS...we r only on the 11th...and I'm getting very tired and angry...
So today...today is the day...I'm going to start again
I will be contacting my Dr. I will be honest and admitt that I need help...and I will start over.
Hopefuly today is the first day of the rest of my LONG life!
Wish me luck!!