I have been seeing a Psychiatrist for about 5 months now. We discussed pretty much everything but we never really founf out exactly why this has such a strong hold over me.
I cant even describe what it is like. Its like I've went from putting thought into it to doing it subconciously, its like second nature to me now. No insulin just glargine.
During my sessions we would descuss what I can do to slowly start taking insulin again, i would start a little bit at a time, but then a week or so after my session I would fall back into the same rutine. Don't get me wrong diabetes for me has always been a pain in the arse, but after not taking insulin for so long it is a pain in the arse x10!!!
So that was when I started looking into an insulin pump......