I wrote a post this morning on dLife
about a question I did not want to ask
Basically I am scared to know what diabetes has in store for me in the future. Now I know many will say, "Don't think like that," "Live life now and don't worry," or "Being scared does not help." I know all those things and yet my brain asks, what does diabetes have in store for my future.
I know that diabetes is not in control, I am. But the fact remains, if I was completely in control then I would not have this disease. So, I do not have total control. Diabetes does posess an upper hand sometimes.
Do you get like this? Do you worry like this? I know I cannot be alone but today it is on my mind big time.
My future feels bright enough for shades, but I think I should bring along an umbrella because a storm may be a-brewing.