Decisions. Why? Why do I need to choose? Can't I just let it happen? How do I know what choice is the right one, and, is there a right one? Or, is there a WRONG one?
Ok ok ok. So just a heads up, I tend to be a bit over-dramatic, but this is just the way my brain is wired. I'm sorry. But I have to deal with it too, so bear with me.
I'm walking on stilts in slow motion. I can see many things in the distance. They are all attractive and turn my curiosity meter to juuussst the right level. The trouble is, I'm about to make my next step, and I need to decide towards what thing am I to walk towards, but I just don't know what to do. Hesitation will mean I will trip and stumble, and these are some precariously high stilts here. We're talking 12-feet tall. So falling IS an option, but it's messy, and it'll take a while to get back up. And time won't just stop, so I need to know where I am going. Or at least, in what direction am I setting off in. And my pounding heart is like the ticking of a clock... each echoing boom threatens the danger of falling on my face.
What the am I supposed to do with my life now that I'm graduating?
I thought this was supposed to be exciting. MAN is this hard!