I really dont know what to think right now ..
I'm two weeks late for my period and to be honest, I am scared to death.
I was in the ICU for DKA in september 2010 and i can't shake the doctor telling me over and over "You can NOT get pregnant right now" I'm terrified .. I'm buying a test tomorrow, but what If I am??
To be honest, my brother had a baby last year and I used to go with the mother to appointments and I remember talking about how I wonder if I would be considered high risk if i have ever become pregnant now that im diabetic ( i was just diagnosed at the time) and some woman in the waiting room told me to watch the movie "steel magnolias" ...
I watched it and to be honest .. I'm terrified! What do i do if i am in fact pregnant?! I'm in a small town i pa and cant even get a pcp .. would it be right if i got an abortion?! Everyone keeps telling me i shoud .. to be honest, i KNOW i couldnt do it .. i just .. i couldnt...
I know im projecting a lot .. but if im pregnant then i want the best for my child .. thats what i want more than to be honest is to be a mother, but i dont want to bring a child into this world that is physically challenged due to my disease ..
ugh .. i dont know what to think .. i have been diabetic for over two years now and have never seen a doctor .. i have no idea what im doing .. im just frightened, alone, and scared .. i want what is best for my unborn child (if thats fact)
what do i do?!