I admit, I have been avoiding the site. I've been so down and I couldnt bring myself to "share" with all of you AGAIN. I imagine you getting irritated with me (I think I would, to be honest) and I dont want to lose any friends so it's better you think I'm doing FINE. That, by the way is the "F" word in my house. Anyway, today I actually do feel a bit better, I'm not as tired as i have been and after a whole week of solid rain, we have sunshine today. That always helps.
My BGs are high, I havent been on the straight & narrow, but lets not dwell on the past. I want to be here today, so today I'll be. No promises, no sugar coating, no lies. I'm just going to be me, warts and all.
I'm a little emotional, but not depressed. I want to laugh again, out of my tummy. A real laugh, with real feelings of happiness.
Today, I'm going to work on getting my BG's down and just for today, I want to feel happy. It's a start.
Hope you all stay well